FREE ESSAY ON POEM: MY FRIEND

POEM: MY FRIEND

My Friend 
My lonely soul is shivering in despair
I have never in my life made a more precious sarifice
I have given my heart away
the heart that was once mine
Forever am I indebt to you
I gave you my heart and you took it away
I gave you my soul and you gave me nothing
you only gave me a reason to suffer
Cleverly you lurk in the dark
you reach your own goals
you destroy other people's lives
you feed on others' happiness
I beg you to teach me what suffering means
I ask you to lend me my heart back
I want to experience pain again
I want to know what pain really is
I sit down and think how lucky I was to be human
to feel for others
to feel myself
my stolen self
I promise you with everything that is still left in me
that soon the day will come
that soon my friend it will be your turn to suffer
and then a heartless person that I have become
I will watch you
unable to sympathize anymore;
I will look at you from where I am
I will laugh at you
I will drink in yout toast
I will even celebrate your misery
And then I promise you that I will repay my debt
that I will tear your heart off as you have once done to me
I will make you cry until your eyes wear out
I will make you scream till your voice fades away
I will make you witness yourself dwarf
I will make you witness yourself die slowly
I promise you that the day will come
when you will helplessly come ask me what friends are for
when you will come to me on your knees
crying, pleading my forgiveness
begging me to forget what you have done to me
and I assure you that mercy will have no road to my soul
that revenge will be all that I see;
it will be everything that you witness